so.... where do i begin? um in july i took a little vacation, more like a brake from things. as my vacation came to an end, my computer got a virus and gave me the blue screen of death. i dont think ive ever yelled at a computer before, till then. i dont really have the money to get a new computer. so i have to wait for a family member of mine to get off his ass and fix it or at least get him to save my important files. im so sad, i have a lot of story stuff on there.(i just cant seem to write or type a story without something happening to it. it always gets really smudged to the point of not being able to read it or my computer fucks up or my computer some how deletes it or some one steals my story. literally steals it, at one time i was writing a story in a journal and i gave it to my co-writer so she could write in it. she had it at school and set it down for a short time. she was in gym class and when she went back for it. it was gone as well as her drawings and amber's homework. i died a little on the inside that day, why me?)as if thats not bad enough ive had to go to the hospital again. ive been having bad sinus problems and my syncope was acting up, i had to get x-rays,labs done, and a MRI. so ya, you may not see me for a long time and thats why i was gone.... if your woundering im on my mom's computer right now.
damn it all.

~yuka

its been a long time since ive made a journal entry. alot has happened, where to begin? well there has been a lot of family drama because of some events too much to even tell you and that i dont really want to go into it. so after all the family drama summer break finally arrives, im free! but strangely ive been spending alot of my time with a friend i made last year, his name is jerod he is a upperclassman and around my age. hes very smart and i love his theories. he draws and writes stories like me. hes writing a story on vampires but on a scientific view, hes been having some trouble with it so i became his co-writer to help out. hes been taking me out places alot lately, spending time with me, and talking on the phone with me alot. ive also been spending alot of time with my other friends too; chi, kyo, and nate. kyo is one of my best friends, she is a year younger then me(15) she is kind, sweet, and funny. also she draws and writes too. nate is another one of my best friends, he is a year older then me(17) he is kind and funny there's never a dull moment with him around. also im teaching him how to draw and in my opinion hes getting pretty good. one day when we were all hanging out together it was kyo's idea that we should make some stories together, we agreed and i got two new co-writers. its harder to work with more people but it more fun too, i really like it. so there's been a alot of typing by myself and with others. ive been studying pictures to improve my drawing too, mainly the male form and animals. also i have been watching some anime online; slayers(ive watch all the way to the third season "slayers try" and still have more to see) and Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. so ive been very busy and still have more plans with my friends and lots of other things to do. i will try to be online more often and give updates, dont worry i didnt forget about all of you!

i love all of you!!!

~yuka

ill start off with saying im sorry for being offline for so long. you see the thing is my grandfather died last week and there was a lot of confusion. it turns out he died of a heart attack and was not found until three days after he died(he lived alone)so my mom had to go to michigan to take care of things....and i stayed with dad...(i spent most of my time worrying she did not return when she said she would.. i was unable to sleep) i though i was going to die! my dad cant cook for shit he burns every thing! i was eating nothing but hot pockets for a week. when my mom got back i took a frozen hot pocket and through it at him...(i will never look at a hot pocket the same again) also my health has been going down the drain, my chest pains have been getting worst and more frequent. so i will be going to the doctor, again for even more test....(cant god just hit me with lighting and get it over with....im so sick of going to the doctor all the time) it is testing week at my school so dont expect to hear from me any time soon.(S.A.T testing)

by god i hate needles....

~yuka

so it seems there is a change in plans again. but a good one, i will be online this week.

also hopefuly my co-writer and i will be getting together this week end or sooner. which means we will be getting some art and stories up. i dont know why but i can only seem to get art up when shes with me. call it karma or maybe my labtop likes her more then me? ether way when shes with me expect something. well thats all for now.

~yuka~

yep thats right I've got some set backs to announce and some positives.
set backs
- well first off it looks like im not going to be online for the first week of April.
- i may not be able to get most of my art on DA ( i cant get some programs to work right now. but its only temporary i should be able to get them up later)
- still have not been able to pull some time with my co-writer to retype psychopath

now the positives.
- i've been in a very creative mood this week and you can expect alot of art(when i can get the programs working again)
- you can be expecting me to be putting some other stories on DA i've been brain storming ideas like crazy and i have 20 possable ideas that i may make into stories.
- i resently found my folder full of my old poetry from three years ago so you can be expecting to see all of that.
- i've been thinking of writing a song which i've never done before. im still not sure but its something to keep in mind.

also...
if you have any ideas for a story you would like me to type for you let me know, i'd be more then happy to make one. i have this one idea for a story with my DA family but it still needs a plot. hopefuly someone can help me with that....

set backs suck....

~yuka~