so.... where do i begin? um in july i took a little vacation, more like a brake from things. as my vacation came to an end, my computer got a virus and gave me the blue screen of death. i dont think ive ever yelled at a computer before, till then. i dont really have the money to get a new computer. so i have to wait for a family member of mine to get off his ass and fix it or at least get him to save my important files. im so sad, i have a lot of story stuff on there.(i just cant seem to write or type a story without something happening to it. it always gets really smudged to the point of not being able to read it or my computer fucks up or my computer some how deletes it or some one steals my story. literally steals it, at one time i was writing a story in a journal and i gave it to my co-writer so she could write in it. she had it at school and set it down for a short time. she was in gym class and when she went back for it. it was gone as well as her drawings and amber's homework. i died a little on the inside that day, why me?)as if thats not bad enough ive had to go to the hospital again. ive been having bad sinus problems and my syncope was acting up, i had to get x-rays,labs done, and a MRI. so ya, you may not see me for a long time and thats why i was gone.... if your woundering im on my mom's computer right now.
damn it all.

~yuka